another story from me.

while i was reading one of my friend's blog, one article in his blog catches my eyes. it was quoted from the The Star newspaper, wrote by Abby Wong with the title Read,Man!

"MEN are most attractive when they are reading. I don’t know about you, but I can get totally intoxicated by the sight."

that's what she said. but for me, men are in their most attractive in two ways.

first, when they are wearing baju melayu berwarna hitam. i mean from head to toe. and make it more gorgeous, with sampin (is it the right spelling??) not the baju melayu with jeans. that's why i really love hari raya. that's only the time i can see them in baju melayu. i had an experience with men in baju melayu hitam back in school. my first time love with baju melayu hitam.haha~ here my story goes....

date: may 2003

i think i was in form4 at that time. my school having this Hari Anugerah Kecemerlangan Akademik and this time around our VVIP was the Queen of Perak, Tuanku Raja Permaisuri Bainun (that's where my school got it's name from), so all the administration team and the whole gang were so busy like a bee. in fact, the teacher was not teaching and student were the happiest to know about that so we can do anything we want like nobody's business. and yes, i'd involved in the Hari Anugerah Kecemerlangan Akademik as i played caklempong in a group of six, if not mistaken. our role was to escort the Queen to Bilik Q because she need to do the sign-thing in the guestbook. but the rule was, we cannot stepped on the yellow carpet. not even once. so a week before the historic day, the protocol team from istana was busy arranging the place, what should be placed on the stage and what not, the bodyguard checking here and there, and the dayang checking the bilik santapan and all of those stuff, and amazingly, all of them wears black. the men with baju melayu hitam from head to toe, with sampin of course, and the dayang2 with their black kebaya and sanggul on head. it's kewl~! i'm staring at the protocol team eventhough i know i'm not supposed to do so, but who cares?? i love to see them.

the second way the men are most attractive(from my point of view)is when they are focusing to one subject. when they are sitting quietly, and intently to the subject, and hell yeah --->that's really gorgeous~!

the perfect place to see men in this characteristics is when you are visiting the library. i seldomly go to library since i need to shut up my mouth as soon as i enter the dead place, which i only can do so for only 10minutes and after that i will be talk and talk and talk. in fact, PTAR 1 was the coldest. it's like living in a refrigerator. hahaha~ and sometimes, when my classes have gaps in between, me and the gang usually lepak-ed at the cafe and sometimes we ended up lepak-ed in the library. so whenever i went to the library, eventhough i'm not studying or pretending to read, i always scope the room. looking around and at this moment i sometimes can see attractive boys who focusing on his homework, studying or reading some stuffs. haha~ but i always kantoi since they always perasan that i've been looking at them so dorg tengok saye balik. haha~ saya mmg xpandai cover kalau tengok org.

i've told you before kan that i'm quite an observer? yes, i am =D
*hahaha*

oke, it's not what i want to talk about, actually. what i really want to share with you guys that how bad i am as a cousin, or a big sister to my cousins.

me and my cousins were like sisters. they are the one that very close to me, and since i dont have any little sister, so sometimes i treat themselves like siblings. in fact, we do have the blood ties kan?? so i was beyond boring on that night and dont know what to do (sometimes i found out that online kan be so boring when you dont know what website to visit) so i look into my contact number in my handphone. tekan tekan tekan and suddenly stop till my cousin's number. i misscalled her and she misscalled me back (that's what people do kan). then i started to texting her and told her that all of sudden rindu kat cousin sendiri. that's what the misscalled for.

and she was like

"ahaha....tu laa...anim pun pelik gak tetibe je misscalled since u seldomly do that"

and i was like

*dalam hati dgn perasaan bsalah yg meninggi*

frankly speaking, am i that bad?? and finally i realized that she's the one who usually messaged me with the goodnight message, and sometimes some do-not-forget-me messages. haha i'm bad. yes i am. it's not like i'm forgetting you tapi itulah, xtau nak cakap camne. hehe~ in fact, i dont have the goodnite message like you have. i know you have bunches of goodnight messages, motivational messages and the do-not-forget-me messages in your handphone (sometimes i curik2 tgk) but we, the adult people dont have that. or maybe not all the adults. maybe it just me. i just wish goodnite as in G-O-O-D-N-I-T-E. camtu je. sorry oke =D

and just to prove how bad i am, i dont have her picture in my laptop. i mean i had capture a picture with her during last hari raya celebration but it's not in my laptop! and i have to ask her to MMS me her picture..huhu~ that bad, huh?

and since she will be taking her SPM this coming November, if not mistaken, i was like dedicating a song to her--->the motivational one. it's THE CLIMB by miley cyrus. i just want to give her some spirit so that she can pass with flying colors. i know how torturous SPM can be, and yes, she told me that she will be having a 2 week tuition during her school break. not much left time to enjoy now huhu

anim dearie,

i know you wouldnt read this since you dont know the existence of this blog pun but i just wanna say that you are the best cousin i ever had. no one can replace that. i told you many story about me, my experience, we sharing stories--->the ghost stories, funny stories and so on, and i know i always be your best cousin ever since you always remember me the most rather than our other cousins.*haha..perasan gile* i hope you do well in your exam as i cannot teach you since i am not that clever. maybe in biology subject i probably can help a little, but other than that, i backed off.and how touchy i was when you said that you want to be like me, get a spot in the university, taking biology as your major and be the part of science geek-ers like me. my suggestions, dont be a biologist. i want you to be a doctor so i can get discount whenever i get sick =D go studying overseas so i got the chance to go and visit you there.i'll always pray for you, oke.

-xoxo-

this is she

and as to tebus my guilty-ness towards her, i was sms-ing with her like 2 hours ago untill now.

*wink*