bebelanku =D

it's been a week since i get home and i sort of realized that lately i'm not interested in anything.

yesterday, my cousin stopped by at my house and invites me to join her watching night at the museum 2 at TGV today and i just said NO!

i mean, what the heck?? i've been dying to see the movie since it first ads on tv but when i got the chance to see it in cinema, i just said NO?? and the other day, my mum got her salary and she went to town to buy groceries and so on, first she invites me to join her, and again i said NO, then she asked me if i want to order something and she'll buy it for me, also a NO from me. again, an hour later, she called to my handphone saying if i really want anything, and yes i'm saying NO jugak.

i know she might be kind of weird when i keep saying NO because i'm used not to be like that. i always be her little girl with demand(s). whenever she gets the salary, i'm the one who will be asking her for everything. if i'm not following her to town, i'll asked her to buy me a magazine(or maybe two), my favorite drink, cadbury chocolates, some kit kats, nuggets and few more.

and she also asked me if i want KFC as takeaway, and still a NO.

i only request a reload card (tu pun yg RM10 je) since my account balance almost reached zero.

*tu pun she asked me twice about the reload card amount since i always asked her to top up me RM30 every month. haha~*

now, i'm turning to be a very good girl, a good daughter perhaps.

the thing is, i really dont want anything. NOT INTERESTED.

for the movie thing, i dont have the heart to see it. not with my cousin, my friends, my bffs or with anyone pun. eventhough it is a box office movie skalipun, you named it--->terminator salvation? demon vs angels? still not interested.

and about all the snack stuff---> the cadbury's and so on, totally not interested since i'm at home, doing nothing and eating those kind of stuff might contribute to any increment of my weight which is totally forbidden, so no chocolate for me. i am a super-body-conscious- type-of-girl. i know i'm not even fat but still not gonna take any risk in gaining weight thing. and actually i did gain some weight recently and so not happy with that news.

*i know it sound silly, stupid, crap or whatever-just name it* my friends hate it when i keep complaining that i am fat eventhough i am not. cawa, ecah, kak dila, husna, akak, aida, wanie. sape lagi??farah, bojun and few more. haha i know you guys are very sick every time i said that "saya dah gemuk" or taknak makan malam, nnt gemuk" and macam2 lagi laa kan *korang pun tau kan ayat2 saya* tapi tu lah..still dont know how to change the habit "berasa gemuk " nie. haha~

and while i was watching tv with my mum, all of sudden my mom ckp

"eeee...ape hal mak tgk kamu makin kurus je?"

*and all of sudden suke sbb ade org cakap sy kurus tapi pura2 deny it.*

me: eeee...mane ade.sejak duk uma sewa gemuk da kowt.dorg asyik masak je.

haha....plastic gile.

so yes. da kurus sikit nampaknye. by the way, my first semester in shah alam, my weight was 43kg and since i was staying off-campus, it becomes 45kg and before balik i went to SACC Mall with akak and husna and i was 46kg at that time. 46kg with 158cm??? hmmmmmm.... need to lose some at least to 45kg back.

and now i dont know what my exact weight will be, hopefully it's 45kg since i am a lazy ass. jogging is really not my thing. it's tiring and the day after i got muscle ache. haha~ *teruk betul*

enough with the weight thing. ignore me. saya tahu kamu pun menyampah nak baca kan? haha

back to the story, last tuesday/wednesday(i'm not sure which one) farah called me just to confirmed where i am now since she got a plan to celebrate her boyfriend's birthday which will in this very becoming june and definitely i am her bestfriend like F-O-R-E-V-E-R and also definitely i am part of the plan *baca dengan satu nafas yep kawan2. haha* so i've been invited to the party =) and still dont know if i really want to go. huhu i dont have any excuses to give to her since i am absolutely doing nothing at home instead of facebook-ing, friendster-ing, ym-ing and blogging like 24/7, and now still thinking of any excuses. or maybe just attend the birthday party. tengoklah cmne.

oke, enough for now and currently sgt pelik with my mom. since i get home, she was like a big fan of hindustan's channel--->the Zee channel on astro. in the afternoon, she's watching hindustan's cartoon (the ramunan dewa) and now she's watching hindustan's drama too. ohh whatever laa mak since u are the one who paying the bills. haha~

*gotta go now. nak main the sims plak. heeee~*

what i miss the most???

my best buddy--->husna
*comei lak kao buat muke cmtuh. haha~ p/s:saje je wat2 puji..hee*

alya the flowertots=D

the most gorgeous---> maxis~! muah muah