a very early morning talking.

i wake up very early this morning since my sleep has been interrupted by the flashed of 'switched-on' light in my room and a message from a friend. it's 6.31am when i take a look at my handphone clock. that is impressive, right?? i never woke up if it is not 7am and above.haha~ a good changes, i guess(for today).

okeh guys now it's 815am and i am all alone at house since all my housemates went to faculty for their first day of shortcourse. me?? i dont take shortcourse this semester so i am staying home, garfield-ing myself and watching movies till i get to sleep again. pathetic kan?? haha~

i am in the middle of my second phase in job hunting since my first trial did not successful at all. and i always believe in second chance. last trial perhaps and if it is still unsuccessful this time around, i'm flying home as soon as possible. my mother keep asking me when will i return home since she's all alone at the house. i am glad to accompany her but when she gets to work, who's gonna accompany me then??

i am sure will talking to the tv, sofa, coffee table and all other nonliving stuffs in my house. sometimes i am lucky to have only two siblings(me and my sister), and also very lucky to find out that i am the youngest because i dont have to be the slave for my adik2 and i dont have to mengalah(sorry,i cant find any suitable english-word for mengalah) with them. i hate being mengalah when i am not the want who cause the problem. from experience, it always happen that the elder sister have to mengalah with the younger sister when they caught into fight. it's not fair! if the younger sister is the one who wrong, she should be the one to be blamed, not her elder sister or anyone else in the world. i sometimes caught into fight with my cousin who obviously younger than me(in fact she's just 10 years old) but who cares?? when she's wrong, i have a total right to angry with her, eventhough she is far more younger than me. i am not a spoiled brat, my mother scolds me sometimes if i did wrong. fair enough, right.

i always have these things in my life.

----->i argue when i know it is wrong

----->i said "i dont know" if i really dont know or not
sure about something

----->i always fight for my right

----->i speak what i think is right, not to do some
showing-off thingy.mind you.

and that is why sometimes i get into debat with one of my friend----->bojun. we always had this debat on politics thing since he's anti-kerajaan while i am pro-kerajaan. instead of bertikam lidah with each other,arguing here and there, we also gain infos and advising each other sometimes. kan bojun kan? haha~ and we still good as friend. (sape cakap BN dgn PR xleh geng?.ktorg boleh je..haha~)

yesterday, i'd received message from my childhood friends asking me whether i'm at home or not because they want to come to my house. and i told them that i'm still in shah alam and will be texting them as soon as i reached home. we last hang out like 6months ago so i really kind of missing them and looking forward to it(last time we met was during hari raya celebration). i suggest a meet up at playground in front of my taman. kewl~!

okeh. enough for now. mr sunshine pun sudah menyinar.i better get going now. *nak tgk gossip girl sebenarnye*

see ya later (^_~)