attitudes.

my idea always mencurah2 ke ladang gandum everytime i was in the bathroom, showering. and for today topic, i would like to talk about my attitudes.

1. i hate to love things that i hate and i dont do things that i dont want to do.

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when i was in secondary school, it is compulsory to involved in Co-curricular activities. and unfortunately, the randomly picked up names put me in Pergerakan Puteri Islam Malaysia (PPIM). i always hate their uniform since my primary school *because i was a PBSM back then* so i loath Puteri Islam more sebab dorg sangat skema mentol and very pinky. euww~~ tak suke oke. and serves me right because of the hateness, last2 kene masuk jugak Puteri Islam. and it is also a routine in my school that we have to wear the uniform for every Wednesday and because i hate Puteri Islam so much, i do a lot of excuses, just to ensure that i dont look pink for every Wednesday.

for the first time, i intentionally lubangkan kain Puteri Islam tuh so i didnt have to wear it. and when my teacher asked for a reason of not wearing it, i just said

"saya punya kain berlubang cikgu. iron panas sangat"

*cikgu tak percaya mula2 and she told me to bring the kain as proof*

the second time and always, i skipped the perhimpunan for every Wednesday, i hide in the toilet or come late to class, so i managed to escape from the inspection. lalala~~

and i keep on using the excuse that 'baju tak siap lagi' and everything. HAHA~

and also using my advantage as budak MSSPK so i dont have to wear the uniform and go to the perhimpunan pagi with my sports attire. my excuse is simple but firm:

"saya budak MSSPK cikgu. nanti kalau pakai uniform dulu, tak sempat nak salin"

and as usual i managed to escape like trillion times. HAHAHA~

and finally, after been struggling to convert to another unit beruniform, i managed to become a Renjer Puteri. and i love it. so i dont have any excuses to think anymore because i wore them every Wednesday. pastu kitorg kutuk budak Puteri Islam skema. *hahaha*

2. i hate when my right has been violated by some other party.

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this is funny and very childish too. if you were my friends who is fated to be my classmates, then you'll know me better. i am a rebellious girl and as referred to the subtopic, i hate being manipulated. i always had this thing with my lecturers, and my teachers too. my lecturers always took more time to teach then they supposed to be. for example, if the class supposedly to end at 120pm, they prolonged it up till 140pm.

and yes~! that caused me a total right to be angry. she's been using my break-time just to finished her lesson which she could possible to finished it just in time if she dont asked the stupid question every now and then. and it is so wrong to act like nothing happened when you are violating someone's right (hak).

and just to show some protest, i didnt want to listen to her lectures, saya kemas2 beg dan buku saya, looking at the watch for every minutes, and buat muke tak suke. HAHA~ and kadang2 saya nangis jugak sebab sakit hati.

the 'nangis-thing' kadang2 je berlaku, oke. when i was in part 1 degree in shah alam, my BEL lecturer prolonged the class sesuka hati die je for 30minutes and by that time i was super hungry and actually it's her fault.

dia sebok bercerita about herself, and everything yg does not related to the subject and when it is only 15minutes left before the class ended, baru die sebok2 nak suro kitorg wat past year. DAN NAK BINCANG JAWAPAN AFTER THAT~!! if ever she used the time wisely, i dont have to suffer in her class. and yes, i cried a little *but no one noticed the tears* because of the violation on my stomach (T_T)

3. i hate sexism

i always hate people who thinks that they are superior than others. it always happen to male that always thinks that they are much more better than women. and if i dont agree, i put every argument just to makesure he realized that nobody's perfect. i hate when people talks bad and anonymously about something which is partially true, and being sexism is a BIG no-no.

4. i hate being ego but i am.

i'm a little bit ego and not going to elaborate on this. the fact is, I AM AN EGO PERSON. but in some cases, ego is still necessary.

owhh just now i'm thinking of something about taking advantage pulak, but will write about it in the next post.

gotta run cause i need to study a little.

-xoxo-