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it crossed my mind to actually wrote this when i was having dinner with wanie and husna at Sidah's during our breaking fast tadi.

we've been distracted by the firecrackers played by unknown people which is we dont know who *nasib xtau. kalau tak ktorg da sekeh da kepala mangkuk yg main tuh* and all of sudden my brain doing some flashback. i remembered when i was little, i was so enthusiast when it comes to the firecrackers-thingy. i play a lot with my cousin and my friends which is majority adalah BOYS since budak perempuan sume takut main mercun *jerit je lebih. gediks betol* and it is obviously obvious i am not that kind of little girl. i mingled with the boys, followed them everywhere they go, as long as we play together.

i'm quite 'tomboy' when i was little. my hair always short because my mother wont let me having long hair because i always looks comot in rambut panjang. in fact, with the short hair pun i still looks comot, oke. whatever~ eventough i'm quite kasar like the other boys, i still wear skirts. my mother told me to wear that. so that people wont confuse.

we go to the nearest shop to buy mercun papan and it only costs us 50sen je. murah gile kan... my bestfriend at that time were my cousin---> eman and fariz. fariz actually was my second cousin (dua pupu. ade ke istilah second cousin? hentam saje lah labuu...) fariz now is 19years old and eman 17years old. besar2 dah budak2 nie..

speaking of which, i dont know why boys always behave pelik2 when they enters their maturity stage. i was like 'isi dan kuku' with my little cousin<-- eman, since we were little. i was like a sister to him. whenever i went to town, i'll brought him along, we go shopping for hari raya and everything we did together. we played games together, watching tv, and a lot. until my friends who bumped into us at the mall thought that he was my brother, padahal saya adalah anak bongsu. *mereka lupa itu* as he grew older and went to secondary school, he kind of putting a gap between us. we hardly talked, if met it's only a simple hello and it feels like sangat kekok. it was like i was talking to a stranger.

back to the story, i was the queen of firecrackers back then tau. you named it. mercun papan, mercun bola, mercun naga, mercun roket, mercun mancis etc. i play all. not missed once. and of course types of bunga api. bunga api kucing, bunga api kalel merah belang2 tuh and bunga api kua kalel wane warni tuh.. HAHA~

sape penah main all those things please raise up your hand now *wink2*

tapi saya tidak rude macam budak2 tadi. at least i played mercun after the maghrib's prayer. not when people were still eating and you are trying to be the center of attention by playing the firecrackers. it annoys me and my friends a little *it's a lot actually~!!* because ianya sangat bingit.

gotta run~!! i need to finished reading My Sister's Keepers or else i'll keep renew-ing it like thousand times.

daaaa~~

-xoxo-