throw it away. forget yesterday.

i appreciate saturday and sunday more for everytime i had to be back, studying. it's heaven to know that tomorrow is gonna be saturday and the following day is gonna be sunday. weehooo~~it's time to party baby~! ease my mind from everything that have burdened me for these past five days. assignmnets, labs, classes, lecture notes, it's torturing sometimes, but still i love being in a situation as a student. and sometimes i dont want to grow up. i dont want to be an adult and how i wish my age can stop now, so i can be like 22 years for the rest of my life.. haha boleh ke camtu??

i used to love Hari Raya more when i was a teenager. i mean i still am a teenager *err wait does 22 years count as teenagers lagi??* haha if only i could turn back time, i want to be sixteen again. sixteen was my kegemilangan day where i have a lot of good memories when i was sixteen. and sure i am not going to be sixteen again, so just accept it. you are 22 years old, cik nurazreen. and soon will be 23, 24, 25 and bla bla bla...

owh actually i'm very looking forward to meet saturday and sunday as i am beyond tired for this week. i mean the new semester just begun so i need to discipline myself again. wake up early like very very early, sleep before midnight so that i wont fall asleep during lectures, doing chores on my own and so on. i still need time to adapt and get used to it. i have a disaster timetable, plus the lecturers keep canceling the class at last minute where if he/she had told us earlier, we could have more time to rest. it's also torturing when you spend a lot of time at faculty doing nothing. i am willing to get busy like having non-stop classes for the whole day instead of knowing that the class is canceled at the very last minute.

and the books, i need to buy a lot of textbooks: animal physiology, parasitology, genetics and operational management. in fact, my subject for this semester require texbook more than lecture notes alone. i did have a few biology textbooks, the general one, which is also can be used as a reference but sometimes it's not specific. some infos are missing. i'm thinking of just borrowing some textbooks from the library so i can save some money for other things but on my second thoughts it's not nice to be stingy when it comes to study. plus, it's a little bit leceh with the procedure of borrowing books. the due date. that is my weaknesses. i always forget to return the book on time so i have to pay the denda for the late-returned. furthermore, i could be less spending money on girl things such as shoes, bags, clothes, and some perfumes and so on, but still sometimes the desireness to buy is still there. it's easy to be like men where they care less about all those stuffs *except for the metrosexual guys* and if i can control the desireness to shop, my mother might be so grateful for the changes. if only laa kan....

i'm totally tired when i have to walk up the hill to the faculty that takes me about 50steps if i take the Seroja's route and costs me 2 small hills to climb if i take the Perindu's route to class. but still it has pro and cons. the bad is i'm going to be super thirsty and need like 2 litre of water in order to still alive and the good news is i can still be fit and can eat a lot without worried of gaining weight. i can eat a lot of burgers now =D

i actually had plan for my weekend. i know i should have a lot of rest because i might not be having another weekends to rest since next week onwards i might be super busy with datelines. but i already promised yana to help her with the pindah-thing. she's moving to a new house and we might be hangout a lot lepas nie. MAYBE laa... and will be going to JJ with wanie as she wants to buy slippers and i need to buy toiletries and some other stuffs. and on sunday will be watching Gossip girl all day long as i already finished download the full sesaon of it. cant wait for the finale. and definitely Nate Archibald is the most gorgeous =))

gotta go now. welcome saturday & sunday. love to meet ya =))

welcome back.