things go not so well for me.

i am in the middle of final exam and i just finished my second exam paper this morning. my 1st paper was on friday morning. and frankly speaking, i cant perform for both papers. i do not know what is wrong with me. is it me who never get ready from the beginning or is it the exam timetable which is really damn sucks! i had give my very best on both papers but i cant see the "A" coming in my exam slip soon. so just leave it to God. and i am in no position to argue on my 1st paper because i know that i dont put my 100% effort on it (and serves me right for that, huh?) but i really cant accept it when i cant answered the ecology paper! i did study like crazy yesterday. i jotted down notes on a piece of paper, i repeated it like thrice, i woke up at 630am just to do some revision, and still i cannot remember! ecology subject is really my 'food' but still i cannot do it. i did remember the facts, the theories and so on but it is vague. very very vague till i almost give up. i cant even remember the whole sentence so i just making answers on my own, based on a few words that i did remember. and i know that it will not help me to get full marks!! because i knew puan faezah very well. she only accepts her 'sentence' in her printed lecture notes, so i am 110% sure i just got half of the marks for each question that i answered. damn damn damn! and the day after tomorrow, my 3rd paper awaits me.. i really give up right now. i dont feel lke studying eventhough my carry marks for management subject is totally not helping me at all. i am hoping for a miracle right now.. please please please.. i want this semester to end very2 quick. now please clock, ticking a little faster,can you? err.. i mean not a little, but very very fast. as fast as you can =DD

p/s: maybe i should not be so exam-oriented starting next semester onwards. i should study from the start so i wont go crazy by the end of the semester. ngeeee